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BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR
(Author Unknown)

   BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR

   

   Extract - © DrkFetyshNyghts 2022

   

   The bar was still buzzing at gone 1am.

   "Deeply submissive sounds good to me. What else? Come on, you're on a roll now?"

   Laura was smiling and peering over the rim of the glass as she sipped more red wine. Blaise didn't so much hesitate as pause, considering her words, and which she would use. She was using what she had learnt from her divulging her dark secrets to Carla as a guide.

   "I've got this real hangup about being utterly dominated by another woman - an older one. The complete power exchange thing, but rather than me handing over power, it's taken from me. You know like I've got no choice in it. I know it's completely fucked up but I'm trying to be honest."

   She took a deep breath so that the words could just hang there for a little while. Laura didn't say anything either, she just wanted to let the vibe sink in. And if she was honest with herself her interest was more than perked.

   "That's some deep shit Blaise, but I get it. You're deep into the psychological aspect. You're probably sexually excited by the 'danger' of it. Because you know that it is dangerous, right? That's about you placing your entire trust in someone, maybe even a complete stranger. And the depth to which you are taken in your fantasies, has to be a scary thing. I get it. And it's the older woman because she had more experience in life. The kind of woman that you mean, has years, maybe decades of doing what you imagine she does behind her - stuff that you have yet to imagine."

   It was Laura's turn to pause. She was beginning to look on Blaise in a different way - that other self of her's was stirring inside her now and it was no good her trying to suppress it.

   "Yeah I know it's deep, I know it's dangerous and I know that part of this that drives me IS the danger. That, but also the thing, the idea of having no way out is just a big fucked up turn on. It's a fucking nightmare that is with me sleeping or waking. I've never thought of 'why' the older woman, but what you say makes perfect sense. The experience, the coercing me into the unknown. That all makes sense yes!"

   Blaise was kind of trying partly to dismiss her own words but Laura touched her hand again.

   "It's ok, like I said, I get it. I get it from the submissive point of view, and from the dominant angle as well. It's very powerful. It's very, I don't know the word, addictive. Yes that's right, 'addictive'. And it's the kind of thing that once you get a taste of it in real life, could, probably even would take a hold of you and drag you in deeper."

   Blaise was nodding, she was agreeing with everything that Laura was saying. She couldn't possibly know that this woman was in the early stages of manipulating and coercing her already. Laura had got Blaise's attention that's for sure.

   "I mean, I'm not masochistic, in the physical pain sense, but what I think about this older woman dominating me, residing in my head, coercing me, using me, defiling me, there is no sight of a limit to what she can do to me. It's fucked up I know it is. But I told you, you wouldn't want to be looking inside my head."

   Blaise sounded sulky, almost like she shouldn't have spilled what she spilled to this complete stranger and yet something else she couldn't know was that when she spoke, the depth to which she spoke and the darkness at which she hinted was triggering that other self in Laura, and there was no way at the time that she could know that. Or that physical pain would be very much part of her journey.

"On the contrary, I'm intrigued. You're obviously an intelligent girl and know what you fantasise about or crave, isn't normal. Of course it's not. But tell me more about you. Are you in the city alone, do you have family here?"